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Member Since: 3/30/2006

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

i'm subscribed to this one girl and...  i don't know why?

she's fuckin stupid, and all her posts are twice as such.

vapid, stupid, dumb-bitchery is all i read.  she might as well write shit like, "What do you think about red?  I think it's bringht... n HAWT!  What do you fink?"  STFUXUP!!!  >,<!!!

i don't know why i subbed?  maybe there was a boob in her prof pic way back when?  who knows?

i don't know why i haven't unsubbed, BUT!  i don't think i ever will...

...?

i don't know, there's something satisfying about being shown a life so pointless once in a while.  makes you feel good about yourself to watch some of the most useless people in life scuttle along, going through their entire lives.. not knowing what's going on...  never quite grasping... anything...

but they grow up, get jobs.. companies hire these people!   they marry other stupid people..  spit out some stupid kids of their own, n fucken die of old age.  they make it to game over just like everyone else.

i'm wow'ed.  are you wow'ed?  i'm wow'ed.

-wow


Friday, September 21, 2007

mooooooooving

back to sf

-yes


Saturday, August 25, 2007

everyday, i'm more(and more(and more)) sure...




that she's the one.


Friday, August 24, 2007

A few nights ago, i had a really nice dinner/movie date with lil miss envy.

everything was awesome except for when i got crabs.

-the end



p.s. Superbad... hell yeah...


Thursday, August 23, 2007

back to the grind of reality

the day before i was due to head back to cali, i hit a moment of solemn silence.  there at the restaurant table with my baby, she asked me what i was thinking.  i didn't say anything, because the only words that were going through my  head were

i miss you...

it's a grey place here without my love, and if i dwell on the truth of how lonely and empty i feel here without her, i almost break down.  but, i know i have to be strong, and tough this out, because this is what it's going to take..to build a future.

we knew each other for 1 year before we came together, and only 5 months deep into our relationship i proposed.  in any logical sense that's insane, too soon, rushing things.  but, rushing isn't rushing with my baby. 

soon is never soon enough...

i'm just glad i got to give a token of the us we are and the us we will be on this trip.




i love you. 

and, i miss you.

but, i have you...



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